A Man and His Horse
Both Know Many Powerful Things
We have no memory for many years and it is the fear that destroys memories. Fear is the most important characteristic element of human, even the courage is the result of fear overcoming the fear. For the human being the thing which is more frightening than the fear of loneliness is the fear of losing oneself, the human being's essence is separated at the moment of birth and inevitably would get farther away from himself every day, thus he has been self destructive every day. After birth, he has no thoughts and no voice, and all his thoughts and voices are the result of his verbal limitations. He tries to find a solution,he realizes the only way to endure this departure is to try to find meaning with his thought, discovery, and intuition for his meaningless existence and to give a precious meaning to this meaningless life. He creates values that are more problematic and his life would be filled with bad memories every day. He wants to be a little bit happy even with all the trouble he has created for himself and finds happiness in living without bad memories, so he kills himself from inside every day to go on living without bad memories so that is where life will be filled with no memories forever. He is busy every day, has no memory of yesterday and not making any memories for tomorrow. The days, the weeks, the months and the years are filled with repetition and stretches of time, and he wonders at the end, How have we lived Years witout memories. This piece is the narrative of human's life with no memories. It contain three hundred sixty-five measures, each has twenty-four beats. This is a sign of three hundred and sixty-five days a year and twenty-four hours a day that the audience experiences it measure to measure. A group of Strings play with their wood of bows and perform piano ideas with no discipline, intermittently and continuously with a damped voice. The only wind instrument that is allowed to breathe is Tuba and the Timpani which Tuba would have. The piano creates few moments to we get rid of the tension, But it too is plagued with repetition. and the violins will repeat this plagued repetition. All themes will be inconclusive and repeat themselves. The audience experience a painful journey to bring precious meaning to their worthless lives with the thought of a meaningful music and at the end of the piece he has no memory of the main theme, sitting for a hundred and forty-four minutes listening to a meaningless piece, the way out of these repetitions was to escape from the thoughts.
FIND A WAY
All of us are looking for a way to find the truth of life, unaware that we are losing our lives in this search, we have ups and downs on this way. We spend our whole lives preparing for life and then we spend our whole lives preparing for death, we live in death and we die in life, this piece is the beginning of this quest and all its ups and downs. It tells about finding life and losing it.